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I
used
to
analyze
myself
down
to
the
last
thread,
used
to
compare
myself
with
others,
recalled
all
the
smallest
glances,
smiles
and
words
of
those
to
whom
I'd
tried
to
be
frank,
interpreted
everything
in
a
bad
light,
laughed
viciously
at
my
attempts
"to
be
like
the
rest"
-
and
suddenly,
in
the
midst
of
my
laughing,
I'd
give
way
to
sadness,
fall
into
ludicrous
despondency
and
once
again
start
the
whole
process
all
over
again
-
in
short,
I
went
round
and
round
like
a
squirrel
on
a
wheel.
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