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Much
of
my
life
had
been
devoted
to
trying
not
to
cry
in
front
of
people
who
loved
me,
so
I
knew
what
Augustus
was
doing.
You
clench
your
teeth.
You
look
up.
You
tell
yourself
that
if
they
see
you
cry,
it
will
hurt
them,
and
you
will
be
nothing
but
sadness
in
their
lives,
and
you
must
not
become
a
mere
sadness,
so
you
will
not
cry,
and
you
say
all
of
this
to
yourself
while
looking
up
at
the
ceiling,
and
then
you
swallow
even
though
your
throat
does
not
want
to
close
and
you
look
at
the
person
who
loves
you
and
smile.
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